Seeking my first Mistress/Owner

Ok, so Im VERY new to this. I’m a submissive male who’s gone through a series of awkward relationships to realize that my true desire is to be controlled, be used, and to serve.

The ideal lifestyle Im looking for with a dominant partner is behind closed doors to begin with, as Im a regular straight guy to the world but secretly crave being owned. Every aspect of that is a turn on for me, especially if there’s a feminization aspect there. I can be your obedient man, maid, or slave- whichever mistress prefers.

As far as intimacy goes, it can be as you deem fit. I’ve always been attracted to women; the female body is a perfect creation that should be worshipped. I am bicurious, though, so every now and then I get cravings for a nice cock…have always fantasized about being pegged if there are any mistresses out there who know their way around a strap 😉