I live in the Netherlands and hope to find my mistress here. I have never practised LTR, yet it is something I feel as the right way for me to go since many years. I imagine having a outdoor life suggesting Vanilla but in reality all is based on 24/7 LTR dynamics with my partner/mistress to be. Since I have no reallife LTR experience there is much to be learned by me. I am not particularly into pain. Her domination will be needed in everyday life. And I hope to reach a level of submision were she completely controls my sexual existence in order to serve her needs. She will be the one to choose if I may get excited, how to get exited and order me to come (or not) when it pleases her.