Updating my own post:
We actually came to a decision last night. Well she did and I submitted. I think it’s best to stick to the “whatever she says is final” rule. But she has agreed to take it slow.
Today is my first day of wearing female clothing. I already had the lingery and she has leant me one of her skirts and tops. I’m not wearing a bra as we both agree it doesn’t look good on me. We’ll buy stockings that fit me later on. And I have fully shaved my legs. It’s actually a little bit thrilling.
We’ve also sent a message to her lover/bull. We’re first going to have him come over to fuck me whilst she is in another room. I’m very stressed about this for several reasons:
– I’m scared I won’t be able to please him because I’ll be nervous and that will ultimately upset my partner.
– I’ve seen a few photos of him that my gf has shown me and… well he has quite a big cock. I’m scared it’s going to hurt. The guy I’ve fucked before with my girlfriend was pretty “standard” sized.
– My gf mentioned if this goes well, we’ll be doing it regularly. Which I’d be ok with if she were there all the time as I see it as us having sex with another person together. But Me just having sex with a man, is just that. honnestly I actually like sex with men from the limited experience I’ve had so far but it’s more the actual situation that turns me on. I’m not attracted to men…
I don’t know if I should bring all this up before we meet him at home or see how it goes and just shut up about it. After all it is what she wants.