so very sad to hear yr story – yet it is so woefully common – i have been fortunate & blessed
my Spouse was once my babysitter – she was 15 & i was 6 – my parents did not believe in spanking
i was an out of control brat – she took it upon herself to administer the first spanking of my life
was never the sane thereafter – behavior, grades, demeanor all improved for the better – she saw to that!
now we r happily married & both completely fulfilled – i trust u will find the same
all the best, adrien