It’s been many years later and I still think and pine for her . I messed up and lied and made bad decisions. I wish I did not do what I did and had her in my life again . I hope she is well and miss her everyday. I am still living in south Jersey. I hope she will read this one day. I know the odds are astronomical. I feel she was not only my Goddess but my soulmate as well. Without disclosing to much she was a professional woman my living in a small town not far from Atlantic City ..
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